Hi Everyone, I’m Helen from Australian Corporate Maintenance, most call us ACM. Our web site is acm4u, because we’re all about service. This is just one of the things I do. I'm also a Artist, with a piece called "Pelican Picnic" in the upcoming Brisbane Ekka. I'm also a Bars Practitioner. What's Bars .... (32 points on the head, it's like a gentle massage, or not) ask me, no it's nothing to do with the Pub, but that's a funny thought haha.

How often are you too tired? Most of us spend all our energy taking care of ..... home, office, staff, co-workers, children, partners. Right?

Is there time for you?

Do you ever even consider how important you are? Have you ever asked yourself ..... What would happen in my world if I wasn’t in it? This small sentence changed my existence completely. Before I considered this I was always too busy for me. I take care of myself now First, because it means I have more to give. How profound is that? I’m not the only person who got this ... Famous people get it .....

Robert Louis Stevenson wrote ... to be all one is capable of is the only means to life. Each of us is a unique package, no one is the same. Who gets this? What is possible? Ever wanted to get up for a new day and generate for yourself?

Call ACM to do all those tasks taking up your energy because you don't have time.

What jobs? Change light bulbs, install towel rail, fix the hole in the wall, sticky door handle, broken fence pailings, assemble the furniture pack you brought, build hubby a special cabinet, anything inside requiring maintenance, home or office and release the energy for yourself ......

Wishing you all a wonderful day and thank you for reading ... How many of you will ask that question .... What would happen in my world if I wasn’t in it?      Helen ACM

Who get's it?

Here we are. Just 1 of us. Able to move at will, touch, smell, taste, and communicate ....
Who get's it?
This place where we live, Planet Earth, so giving of everything we need, want and desire ....
Who get's it?

It's cold and raining and the birds are singing and humans complain ....
Who get's it?
See that person standing there? They're in your world. They care about you ...
Who get's it?

Each of us so unique, not one of us the same. No matter colour or design ... yet
Who get's it?
A hug, a smile, a softly spoken cooo, how gorgeous are these precious ones
Who get's it?

You!

Good Morning :)

Chating with a couple of interesting humans lately about dragonflys and swans. Interesting that they start out not so pretty and change into gorgeous. I wonder if the same is happening for humans?

What? Yes, consider this. We've evolved, yes? We started as Neanderthal right? Everyone can get that, so we've become easier on the eyes to ourselves. Yet have we changed from back then inside? Well what if we are? What if right now, here on this planet, is the time you shine? What if it's right there under the surface locked away from everyone? Do you recognise yourself when you look in the mirror? Would you be willing to attempt a change?

I've changed. In the last few months I've looked at myself. Not that I'm bad or good or ugly or not, just that I wasn't happy and well was on the edge. A kind lady outstretched her hand to me and I read or heard. Be the change you want to see in the world and it gave me the strength to keep going. You may know Shauna Teaken (thank you Shauna - may your world be filled with all you desire and if I can aid you, your welcome to my bag of tricks) , Shauna introduced me to Bars and you may know Gary Douglas (thank you Gary, though we have not met, you have made it possible for more and again if I can aid you your welcome to my bag of tricks), he brought us access consciousness and Bars. We know what consciousness is yes, awareness of being present.

What's Bars? 32 points on the head. What's it do? gives one a gentle massage or more. Who runs bars? Any Bars Practitioner or Facilitator. How do we find them. There's two here ... Shauna Teaken or me, there are others yes look on the Access Web Site.

Sounds vague .... for me ... it's better not to fill one with expectation. Who doesn't want a gentle massage? What if Bars brought you more? More What? More of anything you can imagine ..... Interested?

How many are down? How many are on the brink of jumping? Does it belong to you? Ask ... ask what? yourself, go into a private space or not and give yourself a moment to hear and ask. Does this belong to me?  weird yes of course ... This simple question was one of the most profound changes to where I am now.                   How's what you're doing now working for you?

What if Bars is the answer you've been seeking? Is it worth 1 try? Sure it takes effort. Everything takes effort ... getting out of bed takes effort. Of course you may not want to .... don't ..  it's your choice. All that's available is all that your missing .... so what's your take? Ask .... body would you like bars run?    Your body has it's own consciousness. How do I know this we all have a spirit and when we pass the body is left so there is definately two parts to the whole. To weird for you? Here it is ...... How's what you're doing right now working in your world?

What if just for 1 day, just one ... you took the $ you deserve to spend on you and had a Bars Session?           What if you just received a gentle massage that enabled you to have a more rested body?         What if Bars is what you need to stop the wanting to jump?        Are you willing?

For me .... just a few months ago .... hiding away from the world because I just wasn't good enough to participate had me crying all the time and so sad jumping was definately the best option so I asked for more and here I am now offering it to you so I've been dark and stormy and heavy and ready to jump and now I'm more ............ Always with kindness       Essense of Helen :)

Hello lovely stars,

As we have now passed the shortest day in the Southern Hemisphere, winter solstice for us ... look up and see the winter wonderland of stars in the sky, then take a look in the mirror and see another one there in the glass, yes, you.

There's no one like you. No one. You are the most unique gift of all time. Yes. You.

How can you be all you truly are if you hold back and who benefits by the holding back of you? You are the only one to set yourself free, truly free with the truth of who you are. You're awesome! Yes you. No one on this planet of 7 billion is like you. Once you get this, all the things you ever wanted to do, will have new meaning and you'll start doing them, that's why we are here.

Sounds too simple doesn't it? How's holding back working for you?

There's a song from a couple of years back by Joy Veoth "Welcome to the World". Part of it states ... everything we've ever done has brought us to right here ... this is so the truth for me.

 

My life, until about 3 months ago was dark and stormy. Ask any of my work mates, they'll tell you. I'm not alone here, everyone is having such a tough time it's easy for us to pick up on others and carry that too, particularly if we care. Who cares? I care ... I do, that's why I write and post notes and participate in as much as possible. I care. I care about you. So what if I don't know you. You are part of this planet and it is less without you, so I care. You are important and if you're the only one that get's it today, I've done well, so I care.

 

See how snowballing that is. Well ... How's not being the truth of who you are working out?

 

I've never met anyone that has had the perfect life. There's been some that have had it easier than others financially yet they seem to have other hang ups. So let's stop, take a breath, choose not to be so hard on you, choose to showyou, choose to care and have heart or don't. Ok sure you may get hurt, yet you may also discover the most awesome gift ever. What if life could be more than you could possibly imagine? How's your positive imagination?

 

In keeping with reading your posts on spelling. I've taken to checking and double checking and in writing this I discovered truely doesn't have a "e" and so I've learned today from posting - hahaha I'd spelt it that way my whole life .....  thanks for caring enough to share.

I've taken a recent interest in family. This one has my eye. I've never seen such a protective and proud set of parents. It's strange people walk around all the time and yet no one stops to look.  I'm not judging them everyone has free choice. It's just for me this is living, watching nature at it's best. It's all part of a great picture for me where each has a role and I'm the one viewing. 

Facing the blank landscape.

For the first time, there's blank. When one was a child, play, eat, sleep, do being good for Mum & Dad / Nana ect or not. When one is a newly flown adult, do work, for eat, sleep, play oh yes and more play. When one is a parent, do work, do looking after children and hubby and eat, sleep and ...... too tired to play. When one's children leave, there's empty. Do the poor me for a few seconds all alone and reflect. What now?

Life is , create for joy ... right? wrong? What next? Actually getting to know oneself is daunting, for me ... looking in the mirror and saying - "who's that" and there it all is staring back, the weight gain, the stretch marks, the scars and grey hair. Wow, where'd I go?

For the first time, a blank canvas faces me. I sit looking at the countless scapped drawings at my feet and ponder the bin of writing thrown away. My creative flow has halted there it is, all in the bin or at my feet. What shall I do? Where shall I go? Who has the answers?

I am not longer a child, and while still a mother I no longer required, I am no longer a wife. There is just me. Ohh! I still see the beauty of the droplet of rain and the prisms it carries from the sunlight dancing, I still see the butterfly open it's wings, I see all the children and hear them laughing though now it seems as if its all at a distance and I am the one looking in when just a few seconds ago it was me in the centre. Where do I go now? What will I do? Where do I fit in? What happens on my canvas?

Saturday ...

Is your world busy? Are you run down and tired? Are you into alternatives?
Bars Practitioner ... What's bars, 32 points on the head. What happens, it's like a gentle head massage for about an hour (amazingly one doesn't notice the time, it seems just moments). What's it do? Wow!

How about changing your world?

Not long ago for me, I was afraid all the time. I hid in the office and hardly ever went anywhere. Work/Home .... then access consciousness ... came into my world and bars were running, going today and tomorrow ... lucky me :) What's changed ... I did a radio advert for our business , yes me, yes on air ... Wow. What else .... life is less hectic and there is way more ahhhhh moments.

Really enjoying the creativity too :)

Hi Gorgeous Readers,

I'm aware there's such a change in the air. Do you feel it?

Undertaking some wakky way out stuff over the last couple of months. Access Consciousness, thank you Gary Douglas (founder) and Shauna Teaken (mentor). What is this? put simply ... allowance of all and judgement of zero.  Aided by Bars. What is this? 32 points on the head connection of the left and right, a bar. What's it like? ... a gentle head massage. What's it do .... Wow!

I've always been rather ... hummmm ... what's that word?   ... weird .... I talked to animals, trees and not so visible visitors from as long ago as I can remember. What happened to this magic? Truth, conformity.

What now? .... Hello ... everyone Helen's back .... :)

On Saturday I was visiting a lady on the North side, she stepped out to get some shopping, about 3 minutes before her return, all the trees started going crazy ... rustling and howling. I could audibly hear ... Darling One is Coming ... I didn't react, I've become very good at tuning out the reaction to this, particularly around others ... judgement of me being weird is heavy ... indeed ... then the lady of the house drove up the driveway and it hit me like a rush. The house was welcoming her home. Darling one is coming ... and the trees just let the house know .... how cute &  how special is this lady

This kind of event has always followed me always, I hear the trees sing, it's not like human singing, it's way more haunting a sound, yet, none the less they do, after it's rained and it's stronger after it's been dry for a time. Events like the bee visiting me to make sure I knew I had company (earlier blog) , had almost disappeared as I conformed and in truth I'd almost forgotten they ever were part of who I am, part of the depth that is Helen. I've spent a great deal of my energy squashing all this down. Fitting into what's expected. I can audibly hear "ohhh Helen that's not real", yet I am no longer in ear shot of those that would squash me, so is there change? ... for me ... yes .... What's my take? .............. BRING IT ON BABY!!!!

How awesome would it be to fly, to soar, to be one with the clouds ....?
How awesome would it be to touch the hand of the energy of all that is?
How awesome would it be to look in the mirror and see and love the reflection?
How awesome is it to be unique and gifted and so beautiful as you?

My hand is up, I'm not afraid, bring on the judgement I'm ready.

For those who read and know inside there's a little stirring .... hear this truth ... follow the energy that makes you sing and lift and light ... it's the truth. The energy that makes you go "awkgh " and tighten and heavy is a lie. Test it on something like .... Is the sky blue? Something you know the answer too, stand up and ask it ... of course you can do it in the privacy of your room or bathroom.

Awareness of great clarity is here ... tap into it and be agog with awe.   Always with love Helen :)

Hello Gorgeous!

I have this posted on my bathroom mirror. Being my own best friend is part of the secret to the greatest existence possible. What are the others? There's not many but you have access to all ....

My Nana taught me to crochet, my Dad taught me to speak, my Mum taught me to knit, school taught me to needlepoint and quilling ... ahhh that's an interesting story.

Each of us is gifted with the most unique abilities, each of us is special and guess what, there's only one ... yes just one you. How awesome is that?

I have had the the awesome privilege of access consciousness, founded by Gary Douglas (thank you Gary), passed onto me by Shauna Teaken (thank you Shauna) and now I am a Bars Practitioner. What's bars. The best secret every released.

My life as an Australian Woman has been filled with hardship, rough jaunts, car accidents, broken realtionships, death .... ease, joy, glory and I wouldn't swap one second. It's all in the way you look at the ride - sometimes it's up, sometimes it's on a curve, sometimes one is completely upside down ...  but Wow!! How lucky are we to breath? and to know it???? .... :) LOL

Good Morning all those that would be famous. How do we become famous? We put our hands up, straight up and wait for the pull upwards, if you know what I mean, you're on the same page.

Yesterday I sat looking at trees for about 3 hours. Just sat there, staring, I had nothing in my mind, complete and total space. For the first time in my life I got the blonde joke thing (people tease blondes, why?) it never made sense to me as I'm not blonde, blonde runs in my family and they're all really super intelligent with degrees, so I just never understood the anecdote, yet space is where and what I was yesterday and here it is, in that space I learned more about me than I ever thought possible.

After this blank, I drove my car, in search ... in search of what ... well I guess I'm just going to have to keep driving and walking and staring at trees. I just don't know. What does this mean? For me ... the control freak of the centrury ... complete terror and awesome excitement all rolled into one. I've let go. Yes, me. There's just blank. A completely empty canvas.

One of my hats is artist. A blank canvas is the most daunting and exciting place. It will be interesting to see what events occur today. Lucky for some day 13, definately lucky for me always loved the number myself.

Hello lovely stars. How awesome it is to remember Harriett Witt's words ... we are exactly the same chemical make up as a star, the only difference is we wear human space suit. We are stars .... Wow

Wake up time for me is somewhere between 2 and 4 am though now it's winter those hours have changed to 3 and 5, must be something to do with the light of the day. I do love to watch the lamenting rays as they kiss me gently awake.

My life recently has been about getting to know me. Expressing myself in ways only I can, crochet for a loved one, knitting for the neice and nephew, posts to the sister who lost everything in the flood, reading about wonderful women on the blog sites, writing, finishing projects and listening to others who are way wiser than me.

Just because we take a leap of faith doesn't mean there's always a stone to step on. I've been falling in this cavern for a minute or two. I've found a peace gifted to me by an awesome kind and gentle soul, thank you Shauna Teaken. I'm still falling yet there is peace in the drift now and I'm not afraid of the landing, it will come soon I know it's approach. It has been lonely for the human part of me and I have felt invisible. Though I've learned today thank you Nicole Cody, that there are others who have felt this lonliness too and perhaps it is a Cathedral in the making or random kindness shared with many, truth the lonely feeling stops when I meditate and connect, thank you Gary Douglas I way understand the cave man, yet, as soon as I come back to Earth the loneliness re appears.

Perhaps it's because I live alone, perhaps it's because my daughter has grown away, perhaps it's due to running a small business that I'm often alone in our office space, perhaps it's that my falling is part of reconnecting with the planet? Is there an answer to the lonliness? I'm into the question everything mode like a six year old at the moment. What would it take for me to just be, without the hollow emptiness? Why when I understand so much is there still an emptiness? I get it does this belong to me? Truth in part but only in part most of it belongs to others and some belongs to you. How can I gift to you a kindness that will spread like ripples in a pond until we all feel the bounce of love and fun and joy?

Strangely I began to write to you this today with sharing in mind, not sadness, yet in the re reading it seems sad. Why?

Good Morning, What an awesome day? It's raining gently, the wind is whooing like a perched owl slightly hauntingly as the anticipation of the sun creates vibrational energy within the body. For me, I'm grateful for being here, knowing I'm here, being aware of the changes occuring. How does life get better than it is right now?

Today I was challenged to ponder judgement. Judgement on the self is one of the most destructive weapons we use on the body. There's so much judgement coming at us; from our great grand parents through to neighbours and people one knows. Why? Judgement is the control used to ensure "politicts and religion" works. Imagine what it would have been like 200 years ago, more 500 years, if everyone just did what they wanted and didn't go to church or vote? They, the people, who did what they wanted to have control and all the power of taking and obtaining energy and money from the majority of humanity. Ring any alarm bells? Sound like it's truth? Is there a way to combat it?

There are those that know that can and will aid your journey to more. More what? More happiness, joy, ease, kindness, balance. Interested in changing where you are right now?

Just a few months ago I was in the dark, cowering in the corner, afraid to move from outside my tiny world of work/home. I had limited my world and there was a consequence to this. I now open myself, share me with the world, by writing, by visiting, by being all I am and here in this forum where justification of the judgement of limitation can be crushing or exploded and destroyed. Wow, How much more open is there? Bring up any energy? Want to know more?

How about this .. having fun creates success, success is having fun .. interested in that one?

Good Morning to all who dare to be all they are capable of. 

There's a famous quote that goes along those lines ... Robert Louis Stevenson ... "to become what we are capable of is the only end in life." My mother gave me a bookmark with these words.

On the weekend I was tested.

My awareness of others was tested. My trust in myself was tested. Truth, I'd say I failed the test.
Yet, now I see it was more than a test it was an opening to become more, to stretch myself, to allow a change to occur in this reflective mind.

I'm inspired by the action of you. Your encouragement to go further, your words of allowance, your ability to question and your inspiration to change the world for others to change in return and make something more, stronger, better. We are connected to each other at our hearts I'm sure of it now.

My life has been quite often about allowing and trusting without question, yet, there are those that would and do take advantage of this. So, here it is for me, I am willing for the allowance to continue without judgement - in return - will others do the same?

I'm wonder if life is simply and with great complication ... question on question?

One will comment as has been requested without judgement on those that challenged me on the weekend and one will keep those interested in the outcomes.     What else is possible?

Always with love ... Helen.

Good Morning, Unique and inspiring others who dare to express. Welcome to just being you.

How fortunate are we to have these awesome tools that contact so many in just a few seconds. Wow!

Today, well, truth, I don't have any inspiring words. I'm a bit flat after an event on the weekend left me a little bruised emotionally. There's no need of the story behind it just that it happened and well I'm more aware because of it.

Moving to today. I thought I might share my dream. Who knows what may come if I put it out there?

I'm a fairly creative being. I like to do things with my wonderful hands that seem to be able to accomplish, writing, crochet, needle work, painting and quilling, more. How fortunate I am to be so lucky? I appreciate these gifts because my family history has Rheumatoid arthritis on it's top billing. My mother and my sister both have very enlarged knuckles and joints in their hands. I am very fortunate that has not occurred, perhaps it's due to touch typing and working them every day? It's what I do, using my hands that rocks my world, so I will endeavour to work them for a very long time.

Any way I've digressed, I'm good at that :)

There's a shop front on the north side, it's cute and has a beautiful large glass panel. It's for lease. Well I've imagined working from there, having classes teaching knitting, crochet, needlepoint, sewing, card making and quilling. I thought perhaps I'd have a set up of tables and serve coffee with crossiants or sweet rolls in the morning, at lunch coffee and sandwiches, and of course afternoon tea with teas from all around the world and home made fruit cake and then classes during the quiet parts of the day. That's my dream. Where do I start? The venue ... I have one in mind. What's next? How does one put a dream into practical existence? A biz plan, yes that's underway. Then am I the one who could? would? Should do it? I'm a firm believer in living the dream and going for gold that's why we are here. One lady asked me yesterday if I'd be interested in starting a coffee shop in the area?  Yes was my immediate response and serval creative statements popped out of my mouth like wall colour and what to serve, without thinking :) love that imaginative narrative brain.

Sure, I have the desire, I like to work, I love to talk and people are always always entertaining (in a fun, funny and good way), Sure, I have the talent, I've been in admin for more than 10 years, balancing books is a gift for me from my passion with mathematics, yes I have a well practised recipe for fruit cake handed down through the family from 100 years ago and honestly who doesn't like coffee/tea? Not a judgement on those who don't, just another passion again from this Australian Woman

Ahh yes then creaps in the ever present .... Where will you obtain the $ to do such a thing? To start a business pay oneself for 6 months (allow 15k), pay the rent for 6 months while one builds a client base (allow $18k), have some stock (allow $12k), obtain advertising (allow $5k), all up about $50k. Obviously this is conservative and there are items I have not mentioned because it's not a novel, it's a blog site. Do we have anyone interested in investing in a dream? Do we know where they are? Please tell me, I'm happy to make the first move.                         What else is possible?

Good Morning, 7th June, What an awesome time it is with Venus so visible to so many. A time to be more aware. Do you know what awareness is? It's being present in your space and time, actually being part of what's happening in the moment. Most of us are more aware at the moment because our awareness has enlarged from this planet where we do our every day tasks to the heavens where Venus is visible. What would it take to have more awareness always?

Only recently for me, just a couple of months, I was introduced to Conscious Awareness. What has it done for me? Changed the way I view myself. I'm a big girl and I have always been that, teased at school, judged by others in my choosen career beause I'm not Barbie like, I felt unworthy and I cried all the time. Access has enabled me to be mood balaned. Only those that have moodiness will understand this.                If that's all that happened to me this Access then it would be way worth it.

What else has happened? In short Access has changed the way I 'fit' (ha ha like the pun) into living on this planet. Access has changed how I approach daily life, more than that Access allows me to see who I am in all my wonder. Wow! How awesome is that 2 months ago in the dark and crying to today having morning tea with a group of people in a public place.     Me.  
                       How about you? Do you want a better life?

Gary Douglas (thank you Gary) founded Conscious Awareness around 25 years ago, it's easy to find more just google Conscious Awareness.

There are a few practitioners around at the moment who would aid you to have more. More what? More Joy, More Money, More Wellbeing, More .... More of whatever rocks your boat, More.

How do you find a practitioner in your area? Easy ... Google Conscious Awareness Practitioners then check in the boxes Australia and your area.  How does it get better than that? What else is possible?

Has doing what you do every day worked for you so far? Would you be willing to give 3 hours to change 1 thing? What does it take to change your world? - It takes effort, everything takes effort, getting out of bed takes effort, you don't have to but it's not living. Is your life what you want it to be? Do you want it to change?             Well .... Contact a practioner.

What's involved? It takes about 3 sessions to notice a shift and in reality that's about 3 hours ... hmmmmm .... cogs are ticking .... that's not that much time perhaps it's worth a try.

You are the one that can change your world, You. You are also the one that can leave it as it is, You. You have the power, yes, You.


I here smiling and going to morning tea because Shauna Teaken (thank you Shauna) aided me. I'm here in Logan, if you want to change your world contact Access Consciousness, Google Shauna Teaken or email me bizauz@bigpond.com and book in for Access Bars session to begin to Change your World ... Rock your Boat.

As a child words seem to be a bit of a jumble for me. I was fascinated with them, the way they formed and how linking them made something happen. Numbers were easier for me. They were like my friends, they never lied and they always worked. I wrote, drew, painted, cut and paste and added up numbers all the time. Creating something from a blank page was what rocked my boat, truth, it still does. My working life started as a check out chick when I memorised all the specials list easy one look. Then to screen printing, I enjoyed that, even though it was messy, there were bits and bobs shops along the way until I found Graphic Designing and Printing, all my loves rolled into one. I miss it now after 10 years, but I'd had enough doing it for 20years. Anything is possible. I finished my education at night school and later my diploma in segments. Be who you are, follow your dreams, try. It's all in the ride that makes the enjoyment truth. There are tools and those willing to show the way. Ask ...

Hi Everyone,

Sitting at my loved desk. It is truely beautiful work with all it's little draws and secret compartments. It houses some much loved treasures and where I do all my work on my new and lovely computer. Who said it had to be expensive? I purchased this from Office works for a few hundred dollars and it's a dream to work with. I am truely fortunate.

It takes me back a bit, looking at that gorgeous moon in the sky. We have so many gifts each day. How lucky we are to be able to see such things. One of my favourite pictures is of my little garden, it's not big at all but it is loved and it shows me something beautiful regularly in return, gorgeous orange hybiscus, awesome bird of paradise, lemon blossoms, so much joy. I wonder around there touching all the leaves and saying how loved each one is and I give them a drink of seaweed and water, doesn't smell great but they love it and they so respond. I have a passion fruit vine, it was about 10cm when I planted it, it takes up 1metre square now, and it dances for me, the chimes are going, the crystal is flashing it's prism and I am the only one it's for. How fortunate am I?

There's about 10 projects I'm working on at the moment. I like to have a few different ones going keeps me entertained, they all seem to be finishing at the same time. My Pelican painting for the Ekka, painting Day for Patrick (for my nephew's 16th birthday next month), a history book of my Dad's life, crochet for Jess's new baby girl and a jacket for Amity too, my novel which to go to out tomorrow (What would it take for my book to be accepted and printed and a best seller?), and of course my loved new passion with the blog and always my social scene. New to my repertoire is Access. I'm learning and learning all about that too now. I really am fortunate. What else is possible?

I watched a short video on a heavy man who decided to change his life one step at a time and he walked and ran for 9 months and is now the picture of health. How awesome are we that we just decided to do something and do it.  I saw a documentary on Saturn and the Scientists are planning to send a maned space ship there. Wow!                                What else is possible?

Hi Ho.

Ever wanted to change things in your life?
Finding that the way things are just isn't working for you?
What if it were easy to change? Would you?                         Seriously.
How much effort do you put into making sure your day is filled with drama / difficulty?
Hard question?    
Sure it takes effort .... getting out of bed takes effort.

I had enough of my life the way it was so I asked .... What else is possible?
Kids know ...  they ask questions all the time ... they don't take anything seriously (usually)
For me ... not long ago ... was work / home / work / home (existing not living)

Then I found a key that worked for me .... and now I am living ...         want to know more?

Recently I've taken to watching the sky. How gorgeous is this planet? We are surronded by stars that change every day, clouds that make awesome shapes and recently rain drops that seem to stop mid air they were going so slowly. How does life get better than that? Just taking a moment to watch the sky.

Just outside the Art Centre, Wembley Rd, Logan .... 3.30pm
Picture frame in the sky sized - must have been 50 at least white parrots, dancing in the sky, they were in formation and what a dance it was. It took about 10 minutes they moved through the air so freely, as if they were a sheet of silk flowing in the wind. How awesome it is to see the wonders of this planet?How fragile it is! How much do we take it for granted? How fortunate I am to appreciate it!

Hi Ho,

Is that off to work I go ....

I'm struggling a little with the work thing. I jointly run a small business in maintenance. We are registerd company and employ a team. The GFC has had an affect sending one of retirees out doing the same thing and we just can't compete. So it's a bit of a battle to find where we fit right now. Work is really slow and $ ahhh let's just not go there .... anyway I've take to going to the duck pond recently.

I was treated to a Goose family - I've never seen them close up before. The male is very unusual indeed.

After meditating there for what seemed again like a few minutes several hours had actually gone by and I needed to perform several tasks in a small space of time before a meeting.

What did I do ..... pulled energy ... just called energy to aid me and didn't put any emotion into it, either it would work or it would not as I stood in a que and said .... what would it take for me to be next .... guess what .... all the people had paperwork to complet and almost instantly it was me that was next ... Wow how could it be better I asked ... the lady gave me a code ... thank you and how could it be better then she loaded me into the computer with a pass and it was all over and I still made the meet.

Whoooeeee. I love being here right now and I so giggle at being me .... :)